i have landed a new job.
not the job of my dreams.
but a job that will only get me closer.
a job that will instantly make me happy & have a little more self worth than my current.
& best/worst part is....
no more overnights.
in a way, i think i will miss this.
1. because i only work sunday- thursday night.
2. because it's overnight.
it feels like i have everyday off.
but i will survive.
when i actually feel the pay off of a decent night's sleep.
me and rockstar husband are thrilled!
truth is lately....
this has been the one thing keeping me down.
i feel like i don't have much direction.
or maybe the opposite.
i have too many directions.
i am indecisive.
and really, i don't know what i want to be when i grow up.
i was always so jealous in high school when everyone had their whole lives mapped out.
and i was told one day, you too will figure it out.
then in college when everyone had it figured out.
majors and everything.
graduating with fancy degrees.
and still i was told, in time, you too will figure it out.
when all my friends have careers. and well, they're grown ups.
i still hear it.
you'll figure it out.
well, one request.
can i please figure it out before i reach 80??
there are tons of things i imagine myself doing.
but none that stick out above the others.
so this year....
im taking control.
i am taking one of those ideas (actually 2)
and running with it.
2009 was fabulous, but
2010 will be out of this world!